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MickeyAndTrent
	Age: 24 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: Trent Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Apprentice Chef
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.....12th August,2007.....Hey there, My name is Michaela (aka) Mickey, I have a partner who I am engaged to since last dec (ment to be married on our 4th year, under circimstances things have changed) and we have been together for 4 years, Sep 1st, 2007. I have two children from a past relationship my eldest Chloe (7) and Youngest Amber (5). My partner and I are currently on our second child, after loosing a child at 31 weeks, late last October to a (Blood clot on my placenta)His name was Izsaac and we miss him dearly.. Again I am having a lil Girl and I cant wait to be holding her in my arms....(Only a short while to go YAY)......

Its been a long hard road to get to where I am today, after the lose of our child Iszaac in Oct, only 2 weeks later I was back in hospital with a blood clot on my lung,..at this time I was still grieving our son and it was all to easy to not care how or if I was to die.. 3 weeks of being in hospital and all the meds I was put on I was told I was unable to ever go onto birth control as after blood testing had comfirmed that I had a Blood Cloting Disorder (Factor V Lieden) and that they can cause blood clots.. I was put on oral meds(blood thinners) and told NOT to fall pregnant.. 5 months later I was late,I was really scared, as I was told that If I did fall pregnant it could be harmful for the unborn baby,I went to my docs and they comfirmed that I was, I was taken straight to the hospital to see all kinds of specialist, many of them were forcing me into having an abortion as my meds were bad news, I hessitated and declinded..They put me staright onto Clexain Shots(which I put into my leg) and orderd an u/s, It showed that I was 5 weeks but there was no heart beat, I had to wait another 4 weeks to see if my baby was doing ok... Everything was fine..I now am between 2 hospital's, 4 specialist and my great local doc, who I have to see all every 3 weeks as I am a high risk for cloting,pre-clam and baby loss.. I have had 5 u/s so far and many more to come,

....July...Last u/s comfirmed That we are having a GIRL, Due 19th of December,2007. They also found a cyctic mass infront of her bladder and behind her bowel, another thing to worry about, they havent told me what it is yet but gave me many ideas, if it is what they say it is, my lil baby has to go for an op as soon as she is born,I have an u/s in 2 weeks to comfirm what it is.

......13th August, 2007....I am now 21weeks /4days....Well another night goes by the I spent most of it up, seems everytime Im really tierd and redy for sleep lil hannah decides she wants to starting mucking around in my belly :) I addmit I do love knowing that eveything is still fine in there but some sleep would be good (expecialy before she arrives..lol) between Hannah mucking around and my partner moving and stealing blankets "Its a NIGHTMARE" I have also been getting alot of heartburn which also keeps me up, And I just hate the antiacids, I swear they make me feel more ill than I already did...I did find "with my last pregnancy" ......"MUMS TUMS" there great, they taste like childrens iron tablets"orange" I could eat them all day....I just have to go get me some...lol Only 10 days now till my u/s on the 23rd to find out how my baby is doin, Im a lil scared its also been keeping me up at night, I just really hope that hannah will be ok! the copy from the u/s 2 weeks ago said "The mass measured 10x10x16mm, which is bigger then her blader 3x5x7mm and that the size of the mass increased during the u/s examination" so what does that mean!!!well I guess ill find out soon enough ... Best be off, nothing much more to say really, im sleepy..lol.. All you mothers out there relax and take care xoxo

..........15th August, 2007.........Well took myself to my local docs today for a lil checkup, Heartbeat 145 and kicking like a trooper..gotta love it when you can actually her them moving around in there... ive finely put on 2 kg and blood preasure not up for once its down!! well got some baby shopping to do best be off..... mickey

....21st August 2007.......Today I am 23weeks/5days, I feel missrable,It is raining, dark and very windy... It is the Annaversary of my mates baby Chloe, 2 years today lil Chloe at only 6 months old died in a car accident..She was cheeky, chubby and full of smiles, and we all miss her dearly!! Today I also recieved Enigma from Sids and kids, I think I cried with every story that I read about all the children that have passed...It makes me think about this pregnancy and Im so scared, only 2 more days and I find out about lil Hannah's problem, I hope that she will be alright, Im really scared for her..If anything was too happen I dont know how I could handle it all over again.. Ive been thinking heaps about Iszaac today and how I miss him dearly, he would be 10 months old, which makes me relise that his anniversary is comming up very soon, With all theese emotions, (Im also getting the flu) I feel down and not in contact with the world, my head hurts, my blood pressure is up and I feel swollen...I wish that Hannah could be here today with me,Cause I hate , Hating being pregnant, Im sure it will pass but for today I feel sad..... Mickey

.....23rd August 2007..... I got my first craving this morning at about 2.30am "funny" I wanted to get up and make (Cold spag on toast) how weird, funny thing is tho I was craving it so bad, but I was soooo tierd so I didnt end up getting up and making it, I tried getting the partner to make it for me, but was told to go back to sleep.lol so the minute I got up I made it, it was sooo yummy. Scan today a little bit scared.

....13th September,2007......The summary of my last scan 23.08.07 are basically havent changed that much from the previous examination, cystic mass now measures 17x11x24mm now. It is a tubular cystic lession which is seen to the lower spine, behind a small bladder. possible presacral tertoma or possible bowel duplication cyst. The actual diognosis may not be evident until post delivery,:( they suggest a serial scanning on a 4 weekly basis, I will have to see a Peadiatric surgen for review and have a neonatal review later in the pregnancy. I will also have to have a MRI at 30 weeks. They found on my placenta signs of pre-clampsiar so far things ok, starting to get swollen, headaches and always tierd, expeicialy with spring in full swing(feels like summer already)grrrr....... Hannah kicks like a trooper and is always active..I really think that Iszaac is watching out for hannah and myself.... 1 month till his annerversary, im thinking I should celebrate somthing for the life he should of had... Im posting another pic of baby hannah (her face) and how big I am getting,WOW.. My other children at 20 week scans were all under weight for there due date"Not baby Hannah" shes above average, which kinda scares me as her father was born 10p "OMG"....Im used to little 5p's.. Anyway I have another scan on the 20th, hopefuly I can find out some more..
.....20th September 2007.... Ohhhhhh the heart burn.When will it ever go away..... I never EVER want it EVER again!!! The DREAMS oh my gosh.. LET ME SLEEP...lol
....10th October 2007... Iszaac's Anniversary Yesterday... I had a memorial with family by having an afternoon tea, with a cake for Iszaac. we let off balloons on dusk with lil special messages for my son from the people who loved him the most. It was really nice, yet really sad, the weeks leading up to this day was so hard for me, but I got through it reasonbly well. I really feel him around me lately, my mum went to a terrot reader and she told her that my grate nan was looking after a little boy and they are all happy. Im happy knowing that he is being loved and looked after.
....16th October 2007... I am now 30 weeks 5 days. I went for my u/s on the 20th September and cystis mass has enlarged again, now 4cm each way and have been told it is Teratoma...(tumor in her bellie)(95% malignant 5% caneress) I have fineally changed hospitals and go to all my app's at the one hospital well thats a releif. I have to now have a MRI on the 23rd of October and then a week later on the 28th of October another u/s and to see a surgeon, they are talking about inducing me early at 34weeks as the tumor also puts preasure on her little heart as the blood needs to pump quicker and can cause Heart Faluire, well we dont want that. As soon as I have Hannah they will have to do surgery on her to remove the teratoma.I have to be induced as I will have to change my shots to 3 times a day..Yay!:( I am so scared rite now, I have read loads on Teratoma and it all scares me I have read it is a 50/50 chance of survival in and out of the womb...I will get back to the site with more info after I have had the MRI,u/s and talk to hannah's surgen.. good luck mothers..
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.....!9th October 2007....I think I lost my plug 2 nights ago and Last night was horrible! Braxton hicks ALL night, it started bout lunch time yesterday and swear didnt stop till early hours this morning... NOt even a hot shower and panadol helped:( It reminds me that I forget what its like to go through labour and "OMGosh its gonna hurt like crazyyyyyyy.......

....20th October 2007..... "BABY SHOWER" Well it started of this morning, I was feeling a little down in the dumps, I felt like I shouldnt of been celebrating a baby shower, but that I should have my 1yr old son here with me, I had all theese mixed emotions about today and the days leading up to it, Ive been a little scared as the last "BIG" baby shower I was organising ended up being my son Iszaac's funeral. I had to pull myself together "I felt like I was replacing Iszaac" I know that I am not and that the baby shower is for my new baby girl Hannah who i do dearly love, I just felt for a momment that celebrating was not right. Well the day went on and to came myself and make me feel better I went into the Hairdressers and got a whole new "DO" I was great to be pamerperd for once and just relax for an hr or two. Came home to the most magnifisent house EVERYTHING was pink and had "baby shower OR its a girl" eveywhere, I loved it...... All the food was pink and I was starvinggggggg so we all ate lots and played heaps of games it was total fun! I got sooooo many prezzie's it was so nice of eveyone. Ive posted some pics and still got more to come! As for me its now bed time, Im totally stuffed!

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....23rd October, 2007.... Went for MRI today.. Oh My Gosh, I was so scared im terrified of small spaces so it was pretty scary. I had to keep reminding myself that I was only in a "Man made machine"......I dont get my results back till next week when I go for ultrasound on 29th and also talk to surgen about the MRI results and u/s results to find out when we have bubs. OMG that could mean only 1 WEEK till we have bubs(I think im scarred) Yay good news on the other hand, I am going for 4D Ultrasound tomorro, Its going to be way cool to see her properly for the first time "not outside the womb"so I will post video somtime in the next week, hopefully before I go to u/s and even before I have her,lol.... My gosh "Braxton hicks today, I draged myself to the docs cause for once I didnt know if it was the real deal or not, doc felt my contraction and just said to keep an eye on them, all I feel now is deep pushing its kinda annoying!! like she's trying to crawl her way out,lol..well I will update soon with vid....take care

...24th October, 2007.....FINELLY after always seeing on the internet little babies in 4D I went and booked myself an ultrasound, I was soo excited, not knowing wat to exepct with her teratoma I was also scared. It was Awsome!! She is so cute(well what I could see of her anyhows,lol, She decided that she wasnt budging and that she was gona sleep wether I wanted her to or not( in this case I wanted her WIDE awake). We got some side shoots and I seen her yawn that was way cool and overall it was just great to see my baby. Because I didnt get to see much of her, they told me to come back today, so I made sure I did lots of walking to keep her awake! AGAIN today she didnt wanna budge, she was happy snuggeld up" even with her foot in her eye" it was beautiful. I truly recomend mothers get this done and have your whole family there and involed, It was amasing.. anyway enough bla bla heres some pics of my beautiful little baby girl...............

.....30th October, 2007..... Well im unsure of how to upload this 4d vid, but beleive me when I say it is awsome!! Well what a long a hard day , I was at the hospital for at least 3-4 hrs seeing all differnt kinds of doctors.. We seen and spoke to the surgeon which was no help at all, he would have to be the most Rude, Arrigant man I have ever meet in his career, He sat slouched back in his chair with his legs spread (like he was about to watch a movie or somthing) I had paper with all my Q's on it, he looked at it and passed it back to me, it felt like all his answers were "I dont know" I cant tell you" Needless to say my partner and I walked out and requested a new surgeon.....
"One Week Later"....8th November, 2007.....We spent another 4 hrs at the hospital today. I went for my U/s to check Hannah and the tummor, The Teratoma demonstrated to be growing at the same rate as Hannah is, so for now they hope it stays the same. The MRI comfirmed diognosis is Teratoma. Hannah is now 4p 8oz shes growing so fast and boy can I feel it.. We spoke to a new Surgeon he was excellent and told me everything I needed to know and more he was great! We seen the Neonoligist who was also excellent im so gratefull I wil be having great doctors to look after Hannah, he took us on a tour of where I will give birth and soon after where Hannah will be staying (Special Care Nursery) It was so sad, there were many premie babies so so small in there little cribs with feeding tubes, he then took us to the (Intensive care Nursery) where Hannah will be going after her op, that was also sad, there was only one little baby there and baby was on breathing machines with all kinds of tubes..it scared me so much! My blood preasure was high and they were worried but before I left it had dropped abit, so I have to get it looked at whenever I start to get syptoms. They hope for me to go in 3 weeks when I am 38 weeks, which we be great timing so I can hopefully be home for christmas with my baby. they will have to change my clexain shoots to (3) times a day Oh My Gosh........... The last few weeks ive been feeling really yuck and just wished it would hurry up, not so much the last few days ive been feeling great and loving the pregnancy :) Have to go for another u/s to check tummor on the 19th so hopefully all is the same and it hasnt grown.. My BIrthday is on the 15th was hopeing to do somthing fun, but guess there isnt much you can really do when your about to give birth :) another birthday without my son, its gona be a hard day again. well hope all you mummy's are doing well and relaxing lots...
.....24th Novemeber, 2007..... Well , well, well, Had to take myself up to the hospital today, I was leaking and I was cramping, I was like (YEAH) she's finelly comming! I got up there, they put me on a moniter and did an internal "Yuck" Turns out it wasnt my fluid leaking it was normal but I was getting contractions, they said it was safe for me to go home and that I would prob have her in a few days and just to wait for it to come and my water to break... so here I am waiting, Crossing my fingers!
....26th November, 2007.....Well Im still here and so is baby Hannah, It was a NO go... Contrations stoped "what a bummer"! Had another ultrasound everything still the same with teratoma.
....27th November, 2007... she has slowed down alot and is head right down, I mean right down they can feel her shoulders in my pelvic area.! I have to go for u/s every week now to check her blood flow and make sure her heart is doing well, and if i dont have her will check my cervix and induce me on the 11th.. YAY but I want her here NOW! I tried a few things last night, HAd sex and laid with pelvis elevated for an hr, rubed Rosemary oil on my belly and put hot towles on my boobs while I stimulated them.. NOTHING...I guess she is not ready to come and meet me! I need some ideas on how to hurry this up,lol......

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blessed-in-atl - Thursday, 24 Jan
I had a placental abruption and lost my little boy at 20 weeks. I never had the bleeding, but went into early labor. It took me many months of mourning, but eventually I became pregnant again and had my now 6 year old.

I closed my eyes and prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother and I know I heard Him say, A Mother has a baby. This we know is true. But God, can you be a Mother when your baby's not with you?'Yes you can!', He replied with confidence in His voice, 'I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice.'Some I send for a lifetime and other's for a day. And some I send to feel your womb but there's no need to stay. I just don't understand this God, I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared His throat and then I saw a tear. 'We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear. My Mommy loved me oh so much I got to come straight here. I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me I learned my lesson very quick My Mommy set me free. I'll miss my Mommy oh so much but I'll visit her each day. When she goes to sleep on her pillow is where I will lay. I'll stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear, Mommy don't be sad today I'm your baby and I'm here So you see my dear sweet one, your child is OK. Your baby is here in my home and this is where he'll stay. he'll wait for you with me until your lesson is through. And on that day that you come home he'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a Mother. It's the feeling in your heart. It's the love you had so much of right from the very start.

mommy2008 - Sunday, 20 Jan
Did you get any type of pain when you had the placenta abruptio?

doublethejoy2lilboys - Monday, 17 Dec
I was reading your page. I sure hope your little girl is doing okay...I also have Factor V lieden. I was glad to find someone else...Mine is not near as bad as yours...(I don't need blood thinners)...but, I can't ever take birth control...that's how i found out I had it. I was taking it and having severe chest pains...turns out I could have died...scary business...Anyhow, good luck again with your little one. I sure hope she's well...

mom3b - Thursday, 23 Aug
I wish you all the best for you and your baby.

kellyandimogen - Tuesday, 21 Aug
congrats on the pregnancy how ya feeling

bella79 - Monday, 20 Aug
hey glad ya found me on here..all is well here..how are u doing? I go to the doc's tomorrow :) talk to u soon

Abbie - Friday, 17 Aug
That is soooo cute that you could hear her! Does your girl move a lot? My baby boy moves so much. This is my third pregnancy, but I don't remember at all if my other two moved as much as this one(my last pregnancy was 11 years ago). I feel good. At times I get tired, but I guess it's normal with all that I do. Take care of the blood pressure - i had preclamsia at the end of my last pregnancy and i had to see my dr every week to make sure all was well. Thank God everything turned out good and I had a healthy baby at 41 weeks (yeah, he was late :))and weighted almost 10 pounds! Take care.

Abbie - Thursday, 16 Aug
congrats on your baby girl! How are you feeling?

courtee - Monday, 13 Aug
Hey, thanks and Congratulations. I hope you are staying healthy, how are you feeling? Hope everything goes well at your next ultrasound, Fingers crossed!

jgold - Monday, 13 Aug
Thanks for your message. I've read my page and empathize with your situation. Losing my son was one of the hardest things I've ever gone through and it keeps me so guarded with my pregnancy. Especially because I think I'm having a boy and I fear that he'll have the same issues. Only time will tell. I wish you the best of luck. Think positive!!

liz82 - Monday, 13 Aug
comgrats on your pregnancy . best wishes to you .

ama - Monday, 13 Aug
Mickey...re: heartburn...I mix a tablespoon of baking soda and a small amt of water then drink. A few moments later I get the most gratifying burp :) and then tada...heartburn instantly disappears! Sending tons of positive thoughts and prayers your way for a wonderful healthy pregnancy!!!

StevieH - Monday, 13 Aug
hey thanks for the congrats.. and a big congratulations to u to..i hope everything works out..im so sorry to hear about ur loss it must have been a difficult thing to cope with..take care xx

tiffanylee - Monday, 13 Aug
Hi Mickey, Thanks for your message. I have just read your story-you poor thing, so sad about baby iszaac james. I wish you all the best with baby Hannah x

dawnmama07 - Sunday, 12 Aug